A false alarm occurred this week. In my futile attempts to organize my files, I somehow trashed all the pictures on my external hard drive.
Thankfully, nearly everything I have is backed up online on smugmug, and everything was still “virtually” present, only lying in the trash bin on the computer.
Since dragging and dropping 500 Gigs back in place is not an instantaneous command, I decided to filter through my images to pick and choose what I really wanted to save.
Through the drudgery of the task, something interesting occurred. I found myself looking at images that were long forgotten.
My first practice images with actions!
Oh heavens! Oh my! Oh my! If they weren’t so embarrassing I would post them here for you to see how completely awful they looked! I had no idea how to change the opacity and everything looked so overly edited and icky.
Actions can be a great tool for enhancing some of my images, but only when used in moderation. To steal an analogy from Jasmine Star, I think they should be used like salt: to enhance the flavor already there, but too much of it will make you sick.
Stumbling upon my older images showcasing my editing journey caused me to give a thorough reconsideration of the images on my website. There were plenty of images on there that were not to my preference of editing. I spent the weekend RE-editing many images. This is a large task, and it made me extremely grateful that I had saved originals of everything.
Interesting to note that in most cases I abandoned the “action” look for the original clean image with basic Lightroom edits. Yep, that super easy and fast edit, over the look that took much longer since I would play around with a million of the options.
I realized that in only a matter of 2 years, my “actioned” photoshopped images had already dated themselves! I thought the look I had chosen was so cool at the time, and now fast forward and I am re-editing everything!
Contrast that with the images that I did not “creatively edit” and I am still pleased to look at them.
There’s something to be said for timelessness.
Sometimes its hard to evaluate ourselves until we are able to look backwards.
What have I learned?
1. Finding your own style is a journey.
I can tell you exactly which photographer(s) I was trying to imitate in my editing, posing, or locations, in those earlier images. Even though I thought I liked all those things at the time, in reality, I just didn’t know my own self yet. Sometimes you have to try a bunch of things till you find who you are. And really, that’s completely okay! Because when you truly find yourself, you do things intentionally from your own tuition and desire, not out of insecurity and expectancy.
And honestly, finding your style is always a journey. I feel I know myself so much better now than I did a few years ago, but there is still so much ahead! I don’t think there is ever an “arrival”. That’s part of the fun anyway…to constantly be seeking to be better, to innovate, to create. I do think our progress is much faster or at least purposeful and directed when we stop following and instead start pursuing our true selves.
2. Be Selective
I didn’t just re-edit images on my website, but I removed a few.
This is hard. After watching so many of Zach Arias’s website critiques I finally did a more thorough clean up of what was truly in my portfolio. I forced myself to remove good images that were:
-not my style
-not unique enough
-not “wow” enough
-already had the same subject or shoot featured too much
Portfolios really should only feature the BEST work you have… I’ve always been one to fill it too full with images that are probably a bit subpar, but with the nagging justification that it shows “more variety”. Its a constant battle for me to truly follow the “less is more” approach.
And really, “Less IS More” completely in a portfolio.
hmmm. I could still probably even take one more round of cuts to the galleries… I never said it wasn’t hard!
3. Recognize Progress
It’s easy for me to look at some of my older work and cringe at all the flaws, but a better approach, is to use it as a fabulous measuring device to see how far I’ve come! And definitely remember to laugh… because seriously, sometimes I can only say,
“What was I thinking?!?!”
(please note the above image was never used! …this is the type of scary thing that happens when I play in photoshop and wonder what it will look like to remove the railing on the sidewalk… )
some things are best left forever in the trash bin 🙂
As a photographer, she’s been published in Where Women Create and Where Women Cook magazines, featured on the Huffington Post, The $100 Startup, and is a regular contributor to her local NBC lifestyle show Studio 5. A sought after instructor and speaker, when she’s not putting the magic into her next presentation, you can find her drooling over organic recipes, hiking with a mountain buggy carrying precious cargo, and hanging out in her Farm House with her fabulous little clan in Northern Utah.
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